The selfless' selfish endeavour.

Where does my energy flow?
where does it come from?
how many different portions of it exist?
who do i give my energy to?
who gives me energy?
i want to flow, be original.
inspiration from a divine source, or from a book?
will it be my own creative idea anymore if i read it somewhere?

maybe i should chant to get back to normal:
I don't want to be unique. I want to be a boring person. Love exists all over me, there is no end.